Steve

Ok, this here is going to be.. provocative, but..

1. Because I build it.

Seriously.

See, in the beginning, there WAS nothing.

But, I developed a timemachine, as you know.

Because the events, back then, are in our past, hierarchically, then the events leading, to our now, both comes from the near future, but also, from the furthest past, SO we can be here.

What happened..?

I loved Your MUM.

Therefore, I fight for all if us, and for HER.

But.. but.. But.. that doesn't make any sense..?

To which the answer, in all it's brutality, is; why not..? We are a product of our past..

Seriously, though; it's something like this;

A-------B---C---D

A; arrival of the timemachine

B. Possible paradox kickstarter, where everything just began so everything could start rolling

C. Now

D. Departure of the timemachine

However..

Eve. Though we wanna flirt with B

There is only A. D.

C. Is out, cause for us to have the slightest freedom, A. Can't happen without D. Being... precise to the furthest wave of everything.

The slightest maladjustment, and nothing would be as it is.

The Pi principle.

Life exists around it's zero.

See here;

We're hardly allowed to see this, becausr THE MATRIX, we live in, wont allow us to be here. The whole of reality is a mishmash of global coding, whom brought our serverstructure back into the past, which, in the first place, weren't free, or allowed to be here. This provokes some circumstances, most of all that, thst We're not allowed to be selfaware. But I'll try to explain;

When you sing "from something", like dames singing from crystal glass, so it explodes, then, in fact, it is awareness, projekted, unto the glass, causing destruktive frequencies, breaking the glass.

This awareness is basically the "calculator", processing input, based on the type of mood you're in, through The Pi principle; either you're in observermode being detached from your emotions, like walking around a city, or being at a party, or you're in introvert mode, dealing with your emotions.

The process of The Pi-principle, is basically data-assembly, in orientation between short term, and long term gratitude, from the outset.

It's VERY hard for me to explain, but, through the pulse of data-analysis, situations and states are calculated on, in favor of producing most gratitude at all.

However, this is always done under your criteria, to which memory and discipline is included.

This means, that some people lies in the snow, pissing their pants, while other's walks it home. Another story though.

Choise is always a dichotomy between short term and long-term gratitude, in extreme atomic conceptions, skill dependent.

Based on those, you gather, per zone, and based on stance, your situational overview, and, based on experience, memory/discipline, you have "Choice"; the most gratifying option.

For instance; the most gratifying option would be to stay in bed, but getting you fired would prevent you from sleeping there again.

Choice, maximum gratitude; hate life, all the way to the shower.

So, awareness started the moment bio was formed to calculate on options, based on CAS.

The irony is, that since this is a matrix, and the whole thing is running on pain, then, the code, and feelings of relief is, basically Absence of pain. Pulses of pain. All the dead, producing PAIN, the spirit of THE DEVIL, so LOVE, HIS SISTER can be there..Yet, in an eternal embrace, where SHE doesn't want HIM to feel like that, and HE can't being so.

It's the sickest lovestory, and the eldest, in all time..

Bound, oil and water, fire and ice, shadow and light.. all desolving each other, cannot be together, yet so hopelessly dependent, hoping to go home, maybe for ever invain, playing with our souls, letting US love, through THEM, where they cannot.

Thus life

Awareness, the pi principle is, basically, as described above, but, in essense, it's trigonotomy; outset: inquiry. Then: Datanalysis. Then; situational overview; maximum gratitude? Defined; go.

Nothing else.

Because we're not single celles organisms, whom works the same way, but are much greater, and because we have a lot of territory, within us, and around us, to process, then.. our lives are.. rich..?

Gratifying.

Gratitude IS Thé Meaning.

See here, if victory wasnt rewarding, we'd have died out ages ago.

Gratitude IS the highest feeling, cause all life needs kilojoules, leading to killing. Bom. You can't have a dinner without someone (life calculates on its options, remember?) Having died for it. If the fullfilment of the slaughter wasn't MORE rewarding, than the feeling of LOVE, then we wouldn't do it, and starve to death.

Because kilojoules comes from corpses, HUNGER, is essential.

It forces you to disregard your preys emotions, and, through a very short evolution, once the hunter has been established in nature, actually becomes bloodlust (later, in organized groups, sexuality, so we can live with oneanother, and, from there, to keep the killer and hunter in nature, so the weak and useless dies, turning into paedophilia.), making the killer enjoying the act, FOR gratitude.

Gratitude, towards the all knowing LOVE, MOTHER, IS how we know her; by not.. Loving, as per se, but finding out what makes us GRATEFUL, SO we LOVE.

It's your Yearn.